I’m tired of being lazy. It really doesn’t help me achieve anything and in the end it leaves you with regrets and nothing to show for it. Much like this site. I get moments of genius where great things occur. These brief moments of infinity dispearse as quickly as they are formed and I am left with something that gets forgotten and weathered. I realized that if I am to do anything with my life worth humanity remembering then I am going to need to buckle down and actually apply myself. I don’t want to jump in too quickly for fear of drowning, but I hope to get some routines down and actually achieve something. The past semester was a good example. I pulled out 4 As and a B, to which I was very pleased. Now I hope to maintain that academic track and pave a new way down a physical track. If my mind and my body are conditioned I think I will have an easier time focusing and applying myself to difficult and consuming tasks.

If at anytime you feel I am slacking I would appreciate it if you would yell at me and get me back on task. I realize that it will not be easy for me, but it is something I want to achieve. As for now I am going to make some food and play video games. Luckily I achieved everything on my check lists, minus purchasing my books, or else I would be upset at me playing video games.